Tarotchick

Ghost of the Robot

Well, I've found that even when I'm having the worst day ever, I can feel better after listening to Ghost of the Robot. My favorites are: "Dangerous" "Smile" and "Goodbye." (And, by the way, this was one of the worst days ever.)

I don't really see how my reading yesterday had any bearing at all on my day today - I think it was completely inaccurate. I didn't feel good physically today (endo's a killer), mentally I was completely intimidated, and Spiritually I felt very drained and/or angry. Jordana told me today to use my anger to drive me, that it gives me power to get things done. But, unfortunently, I seem to do like most American women (quoting from a stand-up comic) who say to those being mean, "You say one more word and I'll - and I'll - I'll starve myself!" I need to claim that anger and direct it outward - not in a vindictive way, but in a way that empowers me to act out against injustice and to help those around me. Not just hurt myself further by becoming sick.

So, I guess I'll do a reading for tomorrow. Again with the Universal Waite, but this time just one card...

Ten of Staffs: This shows a man carrying a heavy load of sticks to his village. The card means nearing the end of a long journey and being very weary. Well, that sounds about right. I'm exhausted and I feel like I've been carrying several burdens this week, but if I can get through Thursday then I'll have a three day weekend.

Posted by Tarotchick at July 1, 2003 08:31 PM