Well, I'm still feeling too sick to do any readings... but I'm hopeful that SOMEDAY I'll be feeling well enough to read again. If I could just get caught up on my sleep and have a week where I didn't work at least 6 days!
...that I haven't been able to update my blog lately.
I've been insanely busy with work and with my best friends wedding (it was beautiful!), and I've been exhausted and sick. Hopefully things at work with slow down a bit this week, I'll be able to get more sleep, and then I'll feel better. I can't read cards when I'm feeling so ill...
Well, this seems a bit less psycho than other cards I've been drawing:
The Fool - starting a new journey, the possibility for things to go splendidly or awfully, depending on what choices you make. This card shows an ambiguously-gendered individual playing a flute, followed by a white dog, about to walk off a cliff. I will take this as a warning to be very aware of my situation. Especially physically....
Well, I decided to do a "yesterday, today, tomorrow" reading for myself. My readings have been so pyscho lately, that I thought maybe this would make it easier to see if I'm accurate.
Yesterday: The Emporer
Dominent male force, father-figure. I don't really know how this tied in to yesterday: I went to church (woman preacher), trained a new staff member (a female), then came home and ate dinner and went to a movie. ???
Today: Five of Cups
Again! This card keeps coming up! It the card of focusing on losses instead of on the good things you still have. I don't think I'm focusing on any losses... I don't know of any big losses I have to focus on.
Tomorrow: Seven of Cups
The card of day-dreaming. Can indicate an inability to focus on the real world.
Hmmm... I think that I can't read for myself any more. Sometimes I can, and sometimes I can't. Maybe I'm just way too emotional right now.
Well, my day today was okay - nothing so terrible as what the cards said last night. So, I will draw the conclusion that I should not do readings when I feel sick...
Well, it has been pointed out to me by various individuals in the past couple of weeks that I don't update this blog often enough.... So I guess I'll try a reading tonight. I don't feel too great physically, but I'll give it a try. I'm using the Robin Wood Tarot:
Wow... super negative cards. They all came up the other day, too. I'm not even going to write about them, other than saying they all focus on stress, paranoia, and depression. Maybe I shouldn't read when I don't feel well.
I'm going to do a bit of a Tarot spell about these... Putting cards representing what I want to manifest in place of the negative cards. So, for the past card I put down the Queen of Cups, for the present card The Empress, and for the future card the Nine of Cups. All positive, happy, joyful cards. The old cards are shuffled into the stack and their influence has been brushed away. The new cards have taken their place and those are the ones I will focus on.
Anyone else do this type of thing? Focusing on cards - not cards drawn, but cards chosen - in order to focus your energy and manifest change in your life?